Dec4 2010 text

so.

Bit of an existential crisis tonight. I’ve gone through all the great writers in the span of five minutes. and end up back where I’ve started. this is cyclical and torment and the human condition and there are infinite solutions and zero solutions and the only thing keeping me calm is hearing Bodie playing guitar on skype. Arizona is so incredibly lonely. I should have gone home months ago. I should have never come. I will be so glad once these two weeks are over and I never have to come back. this town was not made for these feelings.